typing out a desperate apology in your notes app, deleting it, then typing it again, convinced that if you could just find the perfect combination of words, you could undo the silence
The screen glows in the dark, a small rectangle of light in a room full of shadows. You type the words that might fix it.
You delete them. You type them again, convinced that if you can just find the perfect combination, the silence will break and the distance will close.
But the cursor just blinks, waiting for a perfection that never comes. The light does not need your perfect speech.
It does not wait for the polished apology or the flawless explanation. It comes to the broken ones, the ones who know they are messy and unfinished.
You are trying to build a bridge out of words, but the bridge was already there before you started typing. The silence between you is not empty; it is filled with a presence that knows your heart before you speak.
Stop trying to undo the night with the right sentence. The light is already sitting beside you in the quiet, holding the space where your words failed.
You do not have to earn the right to be heard.
Drawing from
Mark 2:17, Gospel of Thomas 70
Verses
Mark 2:17, Gospel of Thomas 70
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