rehearsing the phone call to tell your family while staring at the unopened contact list

The Love Already Running Toward You

The screen glows in the dark, a small rectangle holding a weight too heavy for your thumb. You have rehearsed the words a hundred times, but the contact list remains unopened, frozen by the fear that speaking will make the breaking real.

The gathering dark is not your enemy tonight; it is simply the space where you are finally still enough to feel the terror of being known. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.

He did not wait for the speech. He did not wait for the apology to be perfected.

He ran. Before the first word could be spoken, he was already there, arms open, heart exposed.

You are staring at the names, convinced you must carry the weight of their reaction before you even dial. But the love you are afraid to face is already running toward you.

It does not require your perfect delivery. It only requires your voice.

The call is not the end of the world; it is the beginning of the feast.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 15:20

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