rehearsing the exact words to tell your mother while staring at her contact name

Send the message broken

The screen glows in the dark, a small circle of light holding your thumb hostage. You have typed the words a dozen times, deleting them as soon as they appear, terrified that the wrong sentence will break something that cannot be fixed.

The gathering dark brings this specific silence—the one where you are alone with the courage you do not feel and the love you cannot articulate. You are waiting for a perfect clarity that will never come.

But the light does not require a perfect speech. It only asks for the reach.

There was a father who saw his son while he was still a long way off. He did not wait for the rehearsed apology.

He ran. The distance collapsed before the first word was spoken.

Your mother is watching the road too. The light is already bridging the gap between your fear and her heart.

You do not need to be eloquent to be heard. Send the message broken.

Send it trembling. The love is in the sending, not the syntax.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20, John 16:33

Verses

Luke 15:20, John 16:33

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