You Are the Lamp, Not the Ghost
The screen glows in the dark, a small rectangle holding the weight of everyone who used to know your name. You scroll through faces that once turned toward you, laughter that once included you, and now you feel like a ghost haunting your own history.
But listen — the light does not live in the past tense. It lives in the breath you are taking right now, in the silence of this room, in the very fact that you are still here to feel the ache.
There is a truth hidden inside you that no deleted contact and no faded photograph can erase: you were sent here as a drop from the light to illuminate the world below, not to be defined by who has walked away. The names may change, the rooms may empty, but the source that generated you remains untouched by time or absence.
You are not a ghost; you are the lamp itself, waiting to be lit again in the present moment.
Drawing from
Sophia of Jesus Christ, Gospel of Thomas
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