The Silence Is Not A Verdict
The room is quiet now, but your screen is still glowing in the dark. Your thumb hovers over a name that feels like a wound you cannot stop touching.
You are terrified that if you send one more text, you will finally prove that you were the reason they left. That your need was too much.
That your voice was the thing that broke it. But listen — the silence you are staring into is not a verdict.
It is just the night. And in this gathering dark, the light does not ask you to explain yourself or fix what is broken.
It simply sits with you while you wait. You are not the catastrophe you fear you are.
The love that holds you is not fragile enough to be shattered by your hunger for connection. Put the phone down.
The answer you are looking for will not come from a screen tonight. It will come when you finally let yourself rest without knowing.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Luke
Verses
Luke 12:7
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