the panic of forgetting how to breathe while lying perfectly still in bed

You Are Being Held Right Now

The room is quiet now, but your chest feels like it has forgotten the rhythm it kept all day. You lie perfectly still, afraid that moving will break the fragile silence, yet the stillness makes the panic louder.

The air feels thin, as if you have to manually command every breath, and the effort is exhausting. In this gathering dark, the fear whispers that you might stop breathing if you just let go.

But listen — the light does not need your permission to keep you alive. It was breathing for you before you drew your first conscious breath, and it is breathing for you right now.

You are not holding yourself together; you are being held. The rhythm you are searching for is already happening, deep below the panic, sustained by a love that never sleeps.

The darkness is gathering, but the life within you is stronger than the night.

Drawing from

John, Sophia of Jesus Christ

Verses

John 14:18, Sophia of Jesus Christ 103:10-13

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