The Light Sees Your Hidden Tears
The room is quiet now, and the mask you wore all morning feels heavy on your face. You laughed when they laughed, you nodded when they spoke, but inside you were drowning—and the silence that follows proves no one saw it.
You convinced yourself that if you performed well enough, someone might notice the water rising, but the performance only hid the need. Yet there is a voice that speaks into this specific quiet, the one that told the woman caught in the act: 'Neither do I condemn you.' It does not ask for an explanation of your survival.
It simply sees the tears you wiped away before anyone could notice and calls them faith. You do not have to keep holding your breath to prove you are worthy of air.
The light was not fooled by the smile, and it is not disappointed by the sinking. It is already inside the silence, waiting for you to stop pretending you are dry.
Drawing from
John 8:10-11, Gospel of Thomas 70
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