Unsent Joy Is Still Light
The phone lights up your face in the dark, a small rectangle of hope against the silence of the room. You typed the joke, the small joy that only makes sense to someone who knows the history behind it, and then your thumb hovered over the name that no longer answers.
The screen went black, leaving you alone with the unsent words and the quiet weight of being known by no one right now. But there is a light within you that does not need a recipient to shine, a brightness that exists whether or not anyone sees it.
Thomas said there is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world even when the room feels empty. You are not waiting for someone else to validate your joy; the joy itself is the proof that the light is alive inside you.
The joke may go unsent, but the laughter it sparked is already a kind of prayer that the silence cannot swallow. The light does not need an audience to be real; it simply is, burning quietly in the dark.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 24, Gospel of Thomas 50
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