reading a birthday text from someone you haven't spoken to in years and realizing your absence wouldn't even register as a gap in their life

The Light That Knows Your Name

The phone lights up with a name you haven't seen in years. A birthday wish.

Polite. Distant.

And in that split second, the mask slips—you realize your absence wouldn't even register as a gap in their life. You are performing okayness for a world that might not notice if you stopped performing altogether.

That hollow ache is real. But listen — the light does not depend on being remembered by others to exist.

There is a love that knows you far more deeply than any old contact list ever could. It sees the fatigue behind the smile you wear right now.

It sees the part of you that feels invisible. And it calls you friend.

You are not defined by who forgets you. You are defined by the One who knows your name and keeps you close.

The mask is heavy, but you don't have to wear it here.

Drawing from

John, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

John 10:14-15, Gospel of Thomas 3

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