the moment after you hang up the phone when you realize you lied about being fine and now the silence is screaming

The Silence Where the Mask Falls

The phone is back on the receiver, but the lie you just told is still hanging in the air, heavier than the silence that follows. You said you were fine, and now the quiet of the afternoon feels like it is screaming the truth you tried to hide.

It is exhausting to perform okayness when your soul is tired. But notice this — the light saw you before you spoke, and it saw you after you hung up.

There is no darkness in the room that it cannot fill. Thomas 77 says the light is in the wood and under the stone; it is also right here, in the chair where you are sitting with your secret.

You do not have to call back and fix the words. You do not have to earn your way back to honesty.

The truth already lives inside you, waiting for you to stop hiding it from yourself. The performance is over.

The silence is not your enemy; it is the space where the mask can finally fall.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 77, 1 John 3:19-20

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