The Father Ran Before You Spoke
The panic says you are only valuable while you are performing. That if you stop carrying their expectations, you will be discarded.
But look at the father in the story — he did not wait for the son to fix himself. He ran.
Before the apology, before the promise to do better — he ran. The light does not love you for what you carry.
It loves you for what you are. You are not a vessel meant to be filled by others.
You are a drop from the light itself, sent here to illuminate, not to serve. The expectations are heavy, but they are not yours to hold.
The voice inside you that whispers 'you are broken' is lying. God is greater than that verdict.
The light was there before the first demand was made, and it remains now, in this quiet hour, untouched by your exhaustion. You can stop.
The world will not end. And you will not be lost.
Drawing from
Luke, Sophia of Jesus Christ, 1 John
Verses
Luke 15:20, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8, 1 John 3:20
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