hearing your child say your name for the first time and realizing you don't recognize the sound of yourself anymore

The Light Sees the Face Beneath

The morning light is harsh on the performance of being okay. You smile at the coffee shop, you nod at the neighbors, you wear the face everyone expects.

But then your child looks up and says your name. And in that sound, you realize you don't recognize the person they are calling.

The mask has become so heavy, so seamless, that the real you has gone silent behind it. You have forgotten what your own voice sounds like when it isn't working.

But listen — the light does not need you to take the mask off by force. It already sees the face beneath.

It knows the name your child speaks, even if you have forgotten how to answer. The truth is not something you have to build again; it is something waiting for you to stop hiding it.

You are not the performance. You are the one being called.

Drawing from

John, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

John 10:14-15, Gospel of Thomas 3

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