the silence of waiting for forgiveness that you feel you don't deserve

The Father Who Ran Before You Spoke

The morning light hits your face, and you put on the mask that says you are fine. You smile at the coffee shop, you nod in the meeting, but inside you are waiting for a forgiveness you are convinced you do not deserve.

You carry the silence of a debt you think must be paid in full before you can speak again. But there was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off — covered in the filth of his own making — and he did not wait for the apology to finish.

He ran. The light does not require your perfection before it offers peace.

It sees the mask, and it loves the person hiding behind it. You are not defined by the thing you did, but by the love that has already found you.

The silence you feel is not God withholding forgiveness; it is the space where your shame is being emptied out, making room for a peace you did not earn.

Drawing from

Luke, 1 John

Verses

Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20

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