Joy Is The Light Remembering You
The morning light hits your face and for a second, the mask slips. You laugh at something small, and then the terror arrives: how dare you feel joy when the memory of the pain is still so fresh?
It feels like a betrayal of everything you survived. But the light does not ask you to carry the weight of yesterday while the sun is rising.
There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the apology.
He ran. Before the speech, before the shame could be rehearsed — he ran.
The light runs toward you in this ordinary moment. It knows your grief better than you do, and it is not threatened by your smile.
Joy is not forgetting. Joy is the light remembering you when you cannot remember yourself.
You are not betraying the past by breathing in the present.
Drawing from
Luke, John
Verses
Luke 15:20, John 16:33
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