the terror that climbing higher has made you unlovable

The Light Beneath Your Heavy Mask

The morning light hits the window and you put on the face that says you have it all together. You climbed higher, you achieved more, and now you carry the quiet terror that success has made you unlovable—that no one sees the real you anymore, only the mask.

But the light does not love the performance; it loves the person underneath the armor. There is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world—even the parts you are hiding behind your title.

You did not earn this light by climbing, and you cannot lose it by reaching the top. It was there before the promotion, and it remains now.

The mask is heavy, but the love beneath it is heavier still. You are not unlovable because you succeeded; you are simply forgotten by yourself.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Matthew

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