The Light Sits in the Silence With You
The morning light hits the table and your hand moves on its own. It reaches for a second cup before the memory arrives to stop it.
That pause — that hollow space between the habit and the realization — is where the grief lives right now. You are performing a normal morning for an audience that has vanished.
But listen: the light does not require you to set the table for two to be present with you. What you expected to be empty is actually full of a different kind of company.
You do not have to pretend the seat isn't empty to know you are not alone. The light sits in the silence with you, not as a replacement, but as a witness that sees the cup you didn't pour and loves you anyway.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 51, John 8:10-11
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