the panic of hearing your partner laugh at a joke you made up about your day, knowing they are laughing at a fiction you created to keep them close

The Mask Is Heavy But You Are Loved

The morning light hits the table, and you are wearing a face that does not match the trembling underneath. You crafted a story about your day just to keep the laughter in the room, to keep them close, and now their joy feels like a verdict on your fiction.

You are performing okayness while breaking inside, terrified that if the mask slips, the love will leave with it. But the light sees behind the performance.

It sees the fear that made you build the wall. And it is not offended by your hiding.

The truth that lives in you is already known. Even the parts you try to conceal are meant to be brought out into the open.

You do not have to earn the right to be real. The mask is heavy, but the face beneath it is already loved.

Drawing from

1 John, Mark

Verses

1 John 3:20, Mark 4:22

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