the terror of being seen while changing clothes or washing, holding breath hoping no one notices the shape beneath the fabric

Light Sees the Person Behind the Armor

The morning light feels like an interrogation lamp when you are still changing, still tender, still holding your breath so no one sees the shape beneath the fabric. You perform the okayness, pulling the costume tight over the parts of you that feel too raw or too wrong to be witnessed.

But the light does not scan for flaws—it sees the person hiding behind the armor and calls them friend. There is a presence that walked among us full of grace and truth, not to expose your nakedness but to dwell within it.

You are not a project to be fixed before you are worthy of being seen. The terror says: if they really knew, they would turn away.

The truth says: you are already known, and you are already loved. The mask is heavy, but you were never meant to wear it alone.

Drawing from

John, 1 John

Verses

John 1:14, 1 John 3:1

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