the physical ache in your jaw from clenching it so tightly while smiling at the person who hurt you

The Heavy Cost of Your Perfect Smile

The mirror shows a smile that looks perfect to the world, but your jaw aches from holding it so tight. You spent the last hour performing peace for the one who broke it, letting your teeth grind against the silence of what you cannot say.

The mask is heavy, and the muscle beneath it is screaming from the effort of pretending you are whole. But the light does not need your performance to see you—it sees the tremor in the chin and the tension in the cheek.

It knows the cost of that smile. You do not have to keep the mask on for the Father.

He sees the wound beneath the grin, and he is not fooled by the act. The ache in your jaw is the price of the disguise, but the light inside you is waiting for you to drop the act and just breathe.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

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