The Light Needs No Performance From You
The mirror has become a place of private terror tonight. You rehearse the casual greeting, the easy smile, the words that say 'I am fine' until the syllables crumble into dust and mean nothing at all.
The face staring back feels like a stranger wearing your skin, and the silence of the house amplifies the fear that you are forgetting how to be human. But listen — the light does not need your performance to recognize you.
It saw you before you ever learned to speak, before you ever crafted a mask to survive the day. There is a truth living inside you that exists beneath the rehearsed words, a quiet knowing that cannot be unlearned or lost.
You do not have to get the greeting right for the light to stay. It is already here, sitting with you in the silence, waiting for you to stop pretending and just breathe.
The words may fail you tonight, but the light within you never stutters.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
Verses
John 14:20
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