the panic of hearing your own voice crack on a phone call and immediately hanging up before anyone hears you fall apart

The Light Inside Your Silence

The middle of the day is when the mask feels heaviest, and the voice cracks at the worst possible moment. You hang up before anyone hears the break, leaving only silence on the line.

But the light does not need your performance to hold you. It saw the tremor before you did.

It heard the fracture before it echoed. There is a presence that does not require you to stay composed.

You do not have to carry the weight of being okay. The light is already inside the silence you left behind.

Drawing from

Matthew 26:38-39, Thomas 77

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