The Light Sees The Crack Beneath
The meeting starts, the camera turns on, and you put the mask in place before anyone sees your eyes. You speak the words perfectly, but inside, your stomach is dropping through the floor.
You are replaying the exact second your voice stayed steady while your soul screamed, terrified they will ask the one follow-up question that shatters the performance. The world rewards the smooth surface, but the light sees the crack beneath the paint.
It does not ask you to take the mask off for the crowd. It only asks you to let it see the tremble behind the smile.
You are not a fraud for feeling afraid; you are a human being holding a heavy weight. The light is not waiting for you to be perfect.
It is standing right beside you in the spotlight, holding the part of you that feels like it's falling apart. You do not have to maintain the illusion for the One who already knows the truth.
Drawing from
John 1:9, Luke 12:2-3
Verses
John 1:9
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