replaying the exact tone of your voice and wondering if you sounded desperate or weak

The Light Holds You When You Crack

The meeting is over, but your mind is still in the room, replaying the exact tone of your voice. You hear a waver where there should have been strength.

You wonder if you sounded desperate, or weak, or too much. The mask feels heavy now, stiff with the effort of holding it in place.

But the light that lives inside you was there in that room, even when your voice shook. It does not require you to sound perfect to be present.

It does not need your performance to be real. The Father's love is not waiting for you to get the tone right; it is already resting in the truth of who you are beneath the noise.

You are not defined by the moment your voice cracked. You are defined by the light that holds you together when you feel like falling apart.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Matthew

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