the memory of a specific small lie told years ago that still feels like a live wire under the skin

The Lie Was a Shelter You Built

The mask is on. The coffee is hot.

You are smiling at the right moments, nodding at the right times, performing the person you told everyone you were. But underneath the skin, that small lie from years ago is still live.

It hums. It burns.

You told it to protect yourself, to fit in, to survive a moment that felt too sharp to face without armor. Now the moment is long gone, but the wire is still hot.

You walk through the morning carrying a secret that feels heavier than the truth ever would have been. The light does not need you to confess it to a room full of people.

It does not need you to dismantle your life to fix a sentence you spoke in fear. The light sees the wire.

It sees the shame coiled around it. And it says: I know.

I knew before you woke up this morning. The lie was a shelter you built when you were cold.

You do not live there anymore. You can put the mask down, even for an hour.

The truth is not a weapon aimed at your throat. It is the ground beneath your feet, waiting for you to stop trembling and stand on it.

Drawing from

John 8:32, Gospel of Thomas 5

Verses

John 8:32

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