The Light That Sees Your Hunger
The mask is on now. The world expects you to be functional, to have answers, to be the person who knows how to fix things.
But last night, you were just standing there. Staring into the open refrigerator at 2am, bathed in that cold, artificial light, knowing nothing inside could fill the hollow ache in your chest.
Yet you couldn't close the door. You couldn't return to the dark.
That staring was not weakness. It was a desperate, silent prayer.
You were looking for a light that could actually reach the place where you are breaking. The world sees a person standing in a kitchen.
The light sees a soul refusing to give up on finding warmth. You do not have to carry this performance alone.
The one who knows your hunger is already walking beside you, even in the glare of the midnight fridge. Close the door when you are ready.
The real light isn't inside the box. It's the one watching you stand there, unashamed of your need.
Drawing from
John 9:1-7, Matthew 26:38-39
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