The Light Runs Before You Speak
The mask is heavy this morning. You put it on before you even opened your eyes, smoothing the rage down until it looked like compliance.
It is a specific kind of burn to be mistreated by the very hands that promised to hold you safe. You smile at the desk.
You nod in the meeting. You perform the role of the one who is fine, while inside you are screaming at the betrayal.
But the light sees behind the makeup. It sees the bruise on your spirit that the system inflicted.
There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off — broken, used up, expecting to be hired as a servant. He did not wait for the apology.
He ran. Before the speech, before the explanation — he ran.
That is how the light moves toward you when you have been failed by earth's fathers. It does not ask you to take the mask off slowly.
It runs to meet the raw, unguarded you. The rage you feel is not a sin; it is the evidence that you know you were made for more than this.
You are not defined by how they treated you. You are defined by how the light runs toward you right now, ready to embrace the part of you that is still bleeding.
Drawing from
Luke, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Luke 15:20
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