the terrifying certainty that if anyone truly saw the depth of your brokenness, they would immediately recoil and abandon you

The Father Runs Before You Apologize

The mask feels heavy right now, doesn't it? You walk through the morning convinced that if anyone saw the cracks beneath the surface, they would turn and walk away.

You believe your brokenness is a thing to be hidden, a secret that would drive love out of the room. But the light does not recoil.

It sees the hidden thing, and it runs toward you before you can even finish your apology. There is a Father who saw his son coming home from a long way off — dirty, ashamed, rehearsing a speech about unworthiness — and he ran.

He did not wait for the cleanup. He ran.

The light is not afraid of your depth because the light is already inside it. You are not loved despite the brokenness; you are held within it.

The mask was never required for the Father to recognize his own.

Drawing from

Luke, John

Verses

Luke 15:20, John 3:19-21

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