hearing your child recount a happy memory with the person who betrayed you while you force a neutral face

The Light Surviving The Room

The kitchen is bright with morning sun, and your child is laughing, recounting a happy memory with the one who broke you. You sit there, nodding, forcing your face to stay neutral while your insides fracture.

The mask feels heavy today—heavier than the coffee cup in your hand, heavier than the silence you are keeping. But notice this: the light does not demand you drop the mask right now.

It sees the performance, and it loves the person hiding behind it. There is a truth that lives in us, deeper than the smile you are wearing, deeper than the betrayal that caused the wound.

That truth knows your name, even when you cannot speak it. You are not the face you show the room.

You are the light that survives the room.

Drawing from

2 John, Luke

Verses

2 John 1:3

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