The Habit Is A Prayer
The kettle whistled in the silence, and your hands moved before your mind caught up. You poured two cups out of habit, out of the muscle memory of a life that included someone else.
Then you stood there, holding the second cup, watching the steam rise for a person who isn't coming back. It feels like a betrayal of the present moment to make that much coffee.
But listen — the light does not scold you for the extra cup. There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.
He did not wait for the apology or the rehearsed speech. He ran.
Before the son could explain himself, the father was already running to meet him. The love was already in motion.
Your hands were not making a mistake tonight. They were keeping the door open.
They were practicing a hope that refuses to die just because the house is quiet. The coffee you pour down the sink is not wasted.
It is the evidence that your heart still knows how to prepare for a return. The habit is not a ghost.
It is a prayer.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, Gospel of Thomas 50
Verses
Luke 15:20
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