The Light Laughing With You
The joke lands softly in the quiet room, and for a second, your hand stays raised, waiting for a laugh that doesn't come. The silence rushes in to fill the space where a voice should be, heavy and sudden.
You lower your hand. You turn back to the empty chair.
That specific ache—the reflex of connection meeting the reality of absence—is the sharpest part of the evening. But listen.
The light does not require an audience to be real. It was shining in you before the punchline, and it remains after the silence returns.
There is a presence that heard the joke, that saw the smile form on your face, and that smiled with you. You are not talking to the void.
The void is already filled. The light was the one laughing with you all along.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 77, Matthew 18:20
Verses
Matthew 18:20
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