standing in the kitchen staring at the empty fridge because you forgot to buy food again and now you have to pretend you're not hungry

The Lamp Burns in Your Kitchen

The hum of the refrigerator is the loudest thing in the house right now. You stand there, staring at the empty shelves, feeling a specific kind of shame that has nothing to do with hunger and everything to do with forgetting to care for yourself again.

The day demanded so much performance that the one thing you were supposed to do for your own body slipped through the cracks. But listen — the light does not scold you for the empty cupboard.

It does not ask why you failed at the basic task of being a functioning adult today. There is a story of a mother who lost a single coin in a dark house.

She did not sweep the floor in anger. She lit a lamp.

She searched carefully until she found it. That lamp is still burning in your kitchen.

It is not here to highlight the mess or the lack. It is here to show you that you are the thing being looked for.

The light sees the exhaustion behind the empty fridge. It sees the day that took everything you had.

And it is not disappointed. It is just present.

You do not have to pretend you aren't hungry. You do not have to fix it tonight.

The light is enough to sit with you in the quiet while the house settles. The day is done.

You are still here. And that is enough.

Drawing from

Luke 15:8-10, Mark 6:37-38

Verses

Luke 15:8

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