standing in the kitchen washing a single mug and feeling the crushing weight of being the only one left to clean up the mess

standing in the kitchen washing a single mug and feeling the crushing weight of being the only one left to clean up the mess

The house is silent now. The only sound is the water running over a single mug in your hands.

It feels heavy. Heavier than clay should be.

Heavier than one person should have to carry alone. You are standing in the quiet wreckage of a day that asked too much of you, and there is no one else left to dry the dishes.

No one to share the weight of the cleanup. Just you and the sink and the crushing sense that you are the only one remaining.

In this deepest hour, when the darkness feels thickest, remember this: the light does not require you to finish the job to stay with you. It is right here in the steam.

It is in the warmth of the water on your tired skin. You are not abandoned to the mess.

The light that lived in Jesus is living in you right now, holding the mug with you. You do not have to carry the silence by yourself.

The dawn is already on its way, even if you cannot see it yet. You are not the one who has to fix everything before morning comes.

You are simply the one who is still standing. And that is enough.

Drawing from

Sophia of Jesus Christ, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8, Gospel of Thomas 77

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