the impulse to type a message just to see if the three dots appear, then deleting it before sending

Held Before You Reach Out

The house is quiet now, but your thumb is hovering over a name that feels too far away. You type the words just to see the three dots appear, then you delete them before they can be sent.

The silence on the other end feels like a verdict. But listen — the light does not wait for your message to arrive before it loves you.

It is already in the room, sitting in the dark with you, needing no signal to be present. You are not alone because you reached out; you are held because you exist.

The connection was never dependent on the screen lighting up.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, John

Verses

John 14:18

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