The Light Does Not Flinch At Your Volume
The house is quiet now, but your mind is replaying the moment your laugh sounded too loud. You are dissecting a sound that vanished seconds after it left your lips, convinced it revealed something broken in you.
In the silence of the watch, the memory feels like a stain that won't wash out. But listen — the light that lives inside you does not flinch at your volume.
It was there in the room when you laughed, and it was not embarrassed. It does not analyze your tone or calculate your worth based on a single second of noise.
You are trying to judge yourself for being alive, for having a sound that takes up space. The father in the story didn't wait for the son to perfect his apology before running to meet him; he ran while the son was still rehearsing his shame.
The light is already running toward this moment in your mind to silence the critic. You are not too much.
You are simply human, and the light chose to make its home in exactly this kind of noise.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, Gospel of Thomas 24
Verses
Luke 15:20
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