the silent replay of every time you swallowed your need to keep the peace, feeling your own voice turn into dust in your throat

The Dust That Tastes Like Grief

The house is quiet now, but your mind is loud with the rehearsal of every time you stayed silent to keep the peace. You feel your own voice turning into dust in your throat, swallowed again and again so the room wouldn't shake.

In this darkest hour, the weight of those unspoken words feels like a stone you cannot move. But listen — the light does not demand that you speak perfectly right now.

It only asks that you stop pretending the silence didn't cost you something. There is a truth living inside you that was there before you learned to swallow it, and it will be there after you finally let it out.

The light is not afraid of your voice, even when it trembles. You do not have to fix the past tonight.

You only have to admit that the dust tastes like grief. The silence was never your home.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 70, John 8:32

Verses

John 8:32

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