You Are the Reason the Light Stayed
The house is quiet now, but your mind is loud with rehearsals. You are practicing apologies for taking up space before you have even spoken a word.
You brace for the impact of your own existence, convinced that your presence is a burden others must endure. But listen — the light does not apologize for shining.
It simply is. And it shines on you without asking permission first.
There is a truth living inside you that was there before the panic started, and it will be there after the silence breaks. You do not need to earn your place in this room or in this life.
The Father's love is not a debt you owe; it is the ground you stand on. Stop rehearsing the speech.
The door is already open. You are not an intruder in the dark; you are the reason the light stayed.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Gospel of Mary
Verses
Thomas 24, Gospel of Mary 9:4-5
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