The Running Happened Before The Speech
The house is quiet now, but your jaw aches from the work of holding the door shut. You have spent hours clenching against a confession that feels too heavy to speak, too dangerous to let out into the dark.
The muscles tremble. The silence you are keeping is not peace; it is a wall you are building with your own body.
But listen — the light does not need your permission to know what is inside you. It was already there before you locked it away.
There is a father who saw his son while he was still a long way off, still covered in the dust of his own shame, and ran to meet him before a single word of apology could be formed. The running happened first.
The embrace happened before the speech. Your silence has not hidden you from the light; it has only exhausted you.
You do not have to finish the sentence to be held. The ache in your jaw is the weight of a burden you were never meant to carry alone.
Let the mouth open. Let the breath go.
The words do not have to be perfect to be heard. The night is long, but the listening is endless.
You are not the sum of what you have kept inside.
Drawing from
Luke, Matthew
Verses
Luke 15:20, Matthew 11:28
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