You Are Not Your Mistake
The house is quiet now, but your chest is tight with the memory of the exact second their face fell. You replay the moment you misunderstood them, the shift in their eyes, the silence that followed.
You are still here, keeping watch over a mistake that happened hours ago. But listen — the light is not keeping a record of your errors.
The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world, and it shines just as brightly on your confusion as it does on your clarity. You did not lose the light when you got it wrong.
It was already inside you, waiting for the morning to make things new. The darkness of this regret cannot overcome what lives in your chest.
You are not your misunderstanding. You are the light that remembers how to listen.
Drawing from
John, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
John 1:9, John 1:5
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