The Secret Name Only God Knows
The house is quiet now, but the voice in your head is loud. It replays the moment your sibling said your name with disgust, freezing that sound in amber while you forget every time they whispered it with love.
You lie here in the watch, convinced that the rejection was the truth and the affection was just a mistake. But the light that lives inside you does not speak in disgust; it speaks in the quiet language of belonging.
There is a name the light calls you that no one else can access—a secret identity written on a stone known only to you and God. The voice you fear is a memory, but the voice that knows you is a presence.
It is speaking your name right now, not to condemn, but to hold you through the night.
Drawing from
Revelation, Gospel of Mary
Verses
Revelation 2:17
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