You Are the Light That Asked
The house is quiet now, but the replay is loud. You remember the moment you finally said, 'I need help,' and you watched their face soften with kindness while something inside you turned to stone.
You apologized for your own hunger, as if needing care was a crime you had to beg forgiveness for. That hardness you feel is not your true nature; it is a shield you built because the world taught you that vulnerability was dangerous.
But listen — the light that lives in you does not apologize for existing. It does not harden when it is seen.
It simply shines. You are not the armor you wore to survive the asking.
You are the light that made the asking possible in the first place. The apology belongs to the fear, but the courage belongs to the love that never left.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
Verses
John 8:36
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