The Light Behind the Mask
The house is silent now. The call ended.
And there you are, staring at your own reflection in the black window, watching a stranger who just performed happiness for the world. You held the smile.
You said the right words. You carried the weight of everyone else's comfort while your own chest was caving in.
But the mask has slipped. The performance is over.
In this deepest hour, the light does not ask you to keep acting. It does not need your smile.
It sees the exhaustion behind the glass and it calls you by your true name, not the one you just used on the phone. You are not the performance.
You are the light that was there before the act began, and it will be there after the sun rises. The stranger in the window is just tired.
The real you is the one who is finally allowed to stop.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
Verses
John 8:12
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