The Light That Holds Your History
The house is quiet now, but the memory is loud. It replays the moment you wish you could erase, the secret thing you did years ago that no one else knows.
You carry it like a stone in your pocket, heavy and cold, convinced it defines you. But listen — there is a light inside you that was there before the mistake, and it is still there now.
It has not been dimmed by your shame. Jesus stood at a door once and knocked, not to break it down, but to wait for you to open it.
He does not come to drag the secret into the sun to burn you. He comes to sit with you in the dark and eat.
The thing you did is real, but it is not the deepest truth about who you are. The light is deeper.
It knows the worst of you and calls you friend. You are not your history.
You are the light that holds it.
Drawing from
Revelation, John
Verses
Revelation 3:20, John 15:15
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