You Are Not the Beam Holding the Roof
The house is quiet now, and the weight you carry has a name: necessity. You are staying not because you want to, but because you believe if you move, everything collapses.
It is a quiet horror—to feel like the only beam holding up a roof that is crushing you. But listen closely.
The light does not need your exhaustion to keep the world spinning. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.
He ran. Before the apology, before the speech—he ran.
He did not wait for the son to fix the mess. He met him in it.
You are not the glue. You are not the Atlas holding the sky.
The light that holds you is the same light that holds them. If you step back, the sky does not fall.
It is already held. Your staying out of fear is not love; it is a cage you built for yourself and called it duty.
The night is gathering, but you do not have to be the lamp that never goes out.
Drawing from
Luke, John
Verses
Luke 15:20, John 1:4-5
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