The Light Waits in Your Dry Silence
The house is quiet now, and the weight of the world sits on your chest like a stone you cannot move. You feel a strange shame because the tears will not come, even though your heart knows the pain is real.
You think your dry eyes mean you are hard, or far away, or broken beyond repair. But listen — the light does not demand your performance, not even the performance of grief.
There was a woman who had bled for twelve years, spent everything she had, and felt utterly unclean; she did not make a speech or cry out in a dignified way, she simply reached for the edge of a cloak in desperation. The light stopped the entire crowd to turn to her and say: daughter.
Your faith has healed you. Go in peace.
The light sees the ache beneath the dryness. It knows the sorrow you cannot cry out.
You are held in this silence just as much as you would be in tears. The shame of being unable to weep is the very place where the light is waiting to call you its own.
Drawing from
Mark, Luke
Verses
Mark 5:34, Luke 7:48
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