Love Runs Before You Apologize
The house is quiet now, and the silence feels heavy with all the moments you weren't there to fill it. You look at the empty chairs and see the years you missed, the birthdays, the quiet Tuesdays, the growing up that happened without you.
It is a specific kind of ache to realize you chose the wrong road when the map was in your hand. But listen — the light does not keep a ledger of your absences.
It only knows how to be present right now. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.
He ran. Before the apology, before the speech — he ran.
The distance you feel is real, but it is not final. The light that was missing from those yesterdays is flooding this evening with a mercy that does not count the cost.
You cannot go back to change the story, but you can stop running from the one who is waiting for you. The past is a closed door, but love is the key that fits every lock, even the ones you welded shut yourself.
Drawing from
Luke, 1 John
Verses
Luke 15:20
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