The Search Is Over, You Are Found
The house is quiet now, and the silence has turned loud enough to hear the truth you've been running from. You spent years searching the horizon for a savior, a sign, a light that would fix the broken parts, only to realize the search itself was the hiding place.
The terrifying moment arrives when you understand that the one you were looking for was the one you were avoiding becoming. You feared the weight of that light inside you, so you kept it buried under layers of who you thought you should be.
But listen — there is light within a person of light, and it is meant to shine, not to stay concealed in the dark. If you do not bring forth what is within you, the silence will eventually destroy you, but if you do, it is the very thing that saves.
The search is over because the finder and the found are the same. You are not becoming someone new tonight; you are finally meeting the one who has been waiting in the wings all along.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Sophia of Jesus Christ
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