the fear that if someone finally did understand you, they would be disappointed by what they found

The Light Loves What You Hide

The house is quiet now, and the shadows are lengthening across the floor. In this gathering dark, a old fear wakes up—the terror that if someone finally saw the real you, they would turn away in disappointment.

You have spent the day wearing a mask so heavy it feels like your own skin. But listen to the truth that speaks when the noise stops: there is a love that saw you before you ever tried to be worthy.

It knows the hidden rooms you keep locked. It knows the parts of yourself you are afraid to name.

And it did not run. The light does not love you because you are impressive; it loves you because you are its own.

You were never meant to perform for the One who made you. The very thing you are hiding is the thing the light is waiting to hold.

Drawing from

1 John, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

1 John 3:20, 1 John 4:16, Thomas 3

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