You Are the Lamp, Not the Eraser
The house is quiet now, and the only thing loud enough to hear is your own fear. You are afraid that by holding on so tightly, by replaying the memory until the edges wear thin, you are slowly eroding the very face you are trying to save.
That the voice you love is fading not because time has passed, but because your grief is a rough hand, smoothing away the details. But listen — the light does not forget what it has loved.
The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world, and it does not lose the faces it has seen. You are not the eraser; you are the lamp.
The darkness tries to convince you that your remembering is destructive, but the darkness has not overcome it. The face you seek is not stored in your fragile mind, but held in a memory that cannot decay.
You do not have to hold the image perfectly for it to remain real. The light remembers them for you, even when your eyes are too tired to see.
Drawing from
John 1:9, John 1:5
Verses
John 1:9, John 1:5
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