Held When You Have Nothing to Offer
The house is quiet now, and the mask you wore all day has finally slipped. You look at the praise you received—the awards, the nods, the confidence people placed in you—and a cold truth settles in: you were pretending.
You didn't actually know what you were doing. You were just making it up as you went, terrified they would find out you were empty.
But the light does not care about your competence. It saw a father who believed his son could be healed, and it said, 'Your faith has healed you,' not your résumé.
It saw a man step out onto the water, begin to sink immediately, and reached out its hand before he even finished crying for help. You are not an imposter in the dark.
You are a child being held precisely because you have nothing to offer but your honest, trembling need. The performance was yours; the presence was always God's.
Drawing from
Mark 5:19, Matthew 14:29-31
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