the moment you force a smile and say 'i'm fine' while your voice cracks

The Light Sits in Your Wreckage

The house is quiet now, and the mask you wore all day has finally slipped. You said you were fine, but your voice cracked, and the silence that followed feels heavier than the noise.

In this watch, there is no audience left to perform for, no need to hold the smile in place. The light does not ask you to be okay.

It does not need your strength or your polished answers. It simply sits with you in the wreckage of the pretense.

There is a presence here that knows the tremor in your throat better than you know it yourself. You do not have to explain the crack.

You do not have to fix the voice. The light shines not because you are strong, but because the darkness has not overcome it.

Drawing from

John, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

John 1:4-5

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